Heartbreak and Hope....two words that have defined my life in 2012. At the beginning of the year we had hope, of a new baby due to come in June but by the end of January that hope had turned into heartbreak. We lost our daughter Emery on January 27 due to pre-eclampsia and HELLP syndrome. Weekly I have tried to decide if I want to start a blog, if it will help at all, and I have finally decided to try it and see where we end up. This is the story of our hope of eventually adding to our family of three on earth, and one heavenly angel. This is the story of losing weight and becoming healthy to add on to the possibility of having a healthy pregnancy. There will be fun stories, sad stories, venting, frusturation, laughter, and tears but I am hoping through all of this we will finally see hope through the heartbreak that we have had to endure this year.